Unwillingness to do something contrary to your custom.

synonyms: loath, reluctant.

Roget 867: disliking etc. v.; averse from, loathe, loathe to, loth, adverse; shy of, sick of, out of conceit with; disinclined; heartsick, dogsick^†; queasy.    disliked etc. v.; uncared for, unpopular; out of favor; repulsive, repugnant, repellant; abhorrent, insufferable, fulsome, nauseous; loathsome, loathful^†; offensive; disgusting etc. v.; disagreeable c.    (painful) 830.    ... show more

usually followed by `to' Strongly opposed.

synonyms: antipathetic, antipathetical, averse, indisposed, loath.

Roget 603: unwilling; not in the vein, loth, loath, shy of, disinclined, indisposed, averse, reluctant, not content; adverse etc. (opposed) 708; laggard, backward, remiss, slack, slow to; indifferent etc. 866; scrupulous; squeamish etc. (fastidious) 868; repugnant etc. (dislike) 867; restiff^†, restive; demurring etc. v.; unconsenting etc. (refusing) 764; involuntary etc. 601.    ... show more